.. about my dream .. 07 06 10

ah .. gw ga tau mau mule drmna -__-a
mungkn dr kmrn aj kali yha ..
kmrn sore tepatnya temn gw gadis ngirimn sms berantai tentang doa ..
dan jika dikirimin k 10 org mka liat lah keajaiban malam ini ..
keajaiban yg gw tunggu adlah bsa ktmu dy dlam keadaan sehat ..
walau hnya mimpi pun tak apa ..
nmun .. NOL hasil yg gw dpt ..
tp gw tau gw ga blehnyerah gtu aj .. krna gw udh mncba berdoan Novena bwat dy ..
dan gw harep itu bakal terkabul ..
pas pagi ny hbs bantuin nyokap .. gw tdr .. krn akhr" ini gw stres banget ..
-sighs- ..
ntah knpa .. tba" aj gw mimpiin dy ..
saat itu pas gw lg oL FB sprt biasany .. tb" samar" dlam mimpi gw ..
wall yg gw krm itu diblasny ..
trus ad tulsan klo dy marah ma aku ,, aku ga tau marah kenpa ..
dlam logika aku berpkr mungkn gra" FB yg aku kunci wall nya ,,
ya pasti itu ..
tba".. pas gw buka wtw .. gw liat wajah dy .. wajah dy yg tersenyum .. wajahnya yg seolah dy baik" aja .. yah .. wajah yang selalu ingin gw liat .. dy memakai baju wrna ungu .. smbl tersenyum .. gw bnr" nangs .. nangs dlam hati karna dy baik" aja ..
tba" nyokap gw manggl .. dan al hasil .. gw tersadr dr mimpi gw ..
gw ga mau tersadr ,, tak bsakah mimpi itu kekal ??
kekal lbh lama lg ??
tapi satu hal yang harus gw syukurn ..
karna gw bsa liat muka ny yg tak mndrta krna sakit ..
:'))
Thanks God .. Kau mmbri secercah harapan kepda hamba Mu ini T___________T
Thanks Hail Mary .. Kau juga yang menyampaikan doa ku kepda anak Mu yang di atas ..
saya harap .. Novena yang akan aku lakukan sampai dy kembali itu terkabul..
amin .. ♥
Hail Mary ..
Full of grace , the lord is with you bless are you among women ..
and bless is the fruit of the lord Jesus ..
Holy Mary Mother of God ..
please pray for us sinner ..
now and the our of our death .. Amen ..

. I'm waiting you always

"Boku wa, Tori ni Naru ~ Hitomi Kuroishi " English Version " If I Were a Bird"

When I just can’t find my way
You are always there for me
When I am out of my way
You are always there for me

Like a bird in the sky
You set me free
You give me one heart
Like a star in my night
You’ll always be a part of me

When I just can’t find my way
You are always there
You are always there
You are always there for me

In my darkness dreams
I hear you call me
You give me the reason to live
In my dirty heart
I hear you call me
And you reach out to carry me away

No one can save my soul
Only you

Like a bird in the sky
You set me free
You give me one heart
Like a star in my night
You’ll always be a part of me

The dark moon hints
That ahead of its light
My dream, of an uncertain existence
Will be reborn


I live in haste
So I’m sorry

Like how birds can fly around in the sky
I can be free now

I can be free now

Like how birds can fly around in the sky
I can be free now

Like a bird in the sky
You set me free
You give me one heart
Like a star in my night
You’ll always be a part of me

"Boku wa, Tori ni Naru ~ Hitomi Kuroishi "

When I just cant find my way
You are always there for me
When I am out of my way
You are always there for me

When I just cant find my way
You are always there for me
When I am out of my way
You are always there for me

Like a bird in the sky
You set me free
You give me one heart
Like a star in my night
Youll always be a part of me

When I just cant fly my way
You are always there
You are always there
You are always there for me

In my darkest dreams
I hear you call me
You give me the reason to live
In my dirty heart
I hear you call me
And you reach out to carry me away

No one can save my soul
Only you

Like a bird in the sky
You set me free
You give me one heart
Like a star in my night
Youll always be a part of me

Kurai tsuki anjisuru
Sono hikari no saki de wa
Futashika na sonzai no
Boku no yume ga umarekawaru

Isogi ikiru kedo
Gomen ne

Tori ga sora o tobimawareru you ni
Boku wa jiyuu ni ima nareru n da

Boku wa jiyuu ni ima nareru n da

Tori ga sora o tobimawareru you ni
Boku wa jiyuu ni ima nareru n da

Like a bird in the sky
You set me free
You give me one heart
Like a star in my night
Youll always be a part of me

Like a star in my night
Youll always be a part of me

" Continued Story ~ Hitomi " English Version

With even a single drop of your water
I might be able to protect the flowers
Simply by showing me your smile, just with that
I'll even come to be able to offer my hand
If I gather up your trembling voices
I might cause the wind to blow
Turn on the ephemeral light that is
Your life, and let's move along our way

* Lala lala lalalala la
  Let us meet again someday
  Lala lala lalalala la
  As long as we're alive

What is this overflowing emotion
That can cross over time and capture me?
Where now are those people to whom
Gentleness suits the corners of their eyes?

There is a new seat next to me
We will meet again for the sake of the future

I can just do it while unadorned
Let's try to live through this day
When they're sad, people are in pain
But even so, the path will go on forever

* Repeat

** Lala lala lalalala la
    The wind will carry along
    Lala lala lalalala la
    A melody that opens up tomorrow

* Repeat
** Repeat

" Continued Story ~ Hitomi "

Sono hitotsubu no shizuku de sae mo
Hana wo mamoru ka mo shirenai
Sono waraigao tada sore dake de
Sashinoberu te ni mo nareru
Sono furueteru koe atsumereba
Kaze wo okosu ka mo shirenai
Sono inochi to iu hakanaki akari
Tomoshite ashi wo susumeyou

* Rararararararararan
  Itsuka mata aou
  Rararararararararan
  Ikiteru kagiri

Toki wo koe toraerareteru
Afureru kono omoi ha nani?
Yasashisa ga mejiri ni niau
Ano hito-tachi ha ima doko ni iru no? 

Tonari ni ha atarashii seki
Mirai no tame ni mata deau

Kazaranai mama dekiru dake
Ikite miyou kyou to iu hi
Kanashikute hito ha setsunai
Soredemo dokomademo michi ha tsudzuku 

* Repeat

** Rararararararararan
    Kaze ga hakobu mono
    Rararararararararan
    Asu wo hiraku merodi

* Repeat

** Repeat

.. Code geass ..

huf .. gara" lagi pke chara code geass ..
gw pingin posting ost. anime nya nih XDD
tapi lirik nya aj sih .. ehhehe XD
gpp lah ~
ad juga ad lagu ny yg bwat gw nangs T.T
ynyo ~
this is : ~ :
-nunjuk postingan di ats-

.. Missing ..

-sighs- yup ~ tepat 2 bulan aku jadian ma dia hari ini ..
tapi .. tetp aj dia blum kembali .. aku harap dya ga papa ..
yah aku harap gtu aja .. tiap aku ingat apa penyakit nya .. tiap aku ingat wajah nya ..
pasti ,, gw nangis ,, gw ga tahan nerima kenyataan .. pingin gw lari ..
tapi .. ga bisa .. cman satu hal yang gw dapt lakuin sekarang .. trus .. trus berdoa buat nya ..
gw harap doa novena yg gw lakuin buat dy berhasil .. gw ga akan berhenti mncba ..  ga akan berhnti berdoa ..
dan tak kan pernah berhenti untuk berharap dan slalu menuggu nya ,,
sau hal gw tau .. gw ga bisa ngelepasin dy .. gw sayang ma dya ..

 ... steve aku harap kamu baik" aja yah ^^ ,, aku sayang kamu ...

mungkin buat smntara ,, yang terbaik .. gw hilang.. yup .. seperti angin .. yang pergi ga tau kemana ..smpe menumkn tmpat yg lama dinanti untuk kembali bersandar ..

"Keep Holding On ~ Avril Lavigne"

You're not alone

Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend,
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah!

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on...
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through