Minggu, 21 Februari 2010

Air mata itu telah ada...

Tuhan...
aku sekarang terjebak diantara orang" yang aku sayangi,,, aku tak ingin melukai mereka..
mereka segalanya untukku...
Tapi bisa kah aku menghadapi itu semua ??
aku bertindak sebagaimana bukan diriku sendiri...
di lain pihak aku merasa tersiksa dan menderita...
akhir" ini aku merasakan sakitnya ketika aku membohongi dan berusaha menghindari mereka...
maafkan lah aku Tuhan...
~
Kanker ??
apakah itu yang menimpa daku ??
kanker jaringan lunak ??
yang ta bisa d'obati dengan cara apapun ??
hanya tanda" dari penyakit tersebut yang aku alami sekarang,,
mata kanan ku merasa sakit...
aku harap itu ta benar" terjadi..
namun jika ia...
aku rela mati kapan saja...
Namun aku harap mereka ta melepas ku dengan air mata namu hanya senyuman...
thanks all~

Senin, 08 Februari 2010

Chara Chibi Shugo Chara~

Nyaaaaaaaaa ♥♥
kali ini maw post editan fto kuh aj dhe... XPPP...
nhie tntg chara" na shugo chara..
lain kali aq detailin dhe..
ehehe~
sabr nggu iioh d^0^b


Ntr mw video na ah~ XDDD
hbz UN ajhaa~~ XD XP
sbr iiah^^

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle


Hey aLl nhie akkuh mw posting lgie.. eheheh XD
alna dah lama nhie blog terbengkalai > <... yup here we go ~♥ its about Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle chara : Tsubasa (Syaoran)

 


Tsubasa (ツバサ?), usually called Syaoran (小狼 Shaoran?), who also calls himself Syaoran Li after his father, is the original, who is initially seen trapped by Fei Wang Reed for the first part of the series, and he sometimes connects with the clone. He is sent to Yuko as a young child by his parents, and he is sent to Clow Country, where he meets Tsubasa, who introduces herself as Sakura. He is told that he will have to make a choice, which ends up being to return to Clow in order to save her life while being unable to return home. Because of a slight hesitation, he failed to grab her hand before Fei Wang Reed placed the black seal of death on her, and then tries to cure her for seven years. Her mother stops time right before her death, and he is granted a wish to turn back time by Yuko, but at the price of losing his freedom to Fei Wang. Watanuki Kimihiro is created to replace Syaoran within his original world,[1] and Fei Wang creates the clone of Tsubasa to use as a pawn, but he manages to place some of his "heart" within one of the clone's eyes, so that Fei Wang cannot control it.

Tsubasa stays trapped by Fei Wang for many years, and he watches the events of the series through the Clone's eye. The seal eventually weakens on the clone, and he manages to awaken in order to attempt to stop it. He fails, and the clone escapes, while Tsubasa continues on with the group. He eventually reveals his past, and the fact that he may have been the one to ruin Kurogane and Fay's lives with his wish, but they tell him not to worry about it. He is skilled in swordmanship, having trained with his father and experienced Kurogane training the clone. He also has the abilities taught to the clone by Seishirō, and he is skilled in magic, knowing elemental magic and being able to summon a sword.

After Fei Wang is defeated, Tsubasa, Syaoran and Watanuki are subjected to his final curse, and all pulled into a void between time and space, and told they must pay the price to leave. He decides the price he would pay is for his journey to continue. Thus, he can never again stay in one place for too long. However, using the power of the memories of his father, his journey will always lead him back to Sakura's side, even if he must leave it again. He is voiced by Miyu Irino.


Tsubasa (ツバサ?), usually called Syaoran (小狼 Shaoran?), who also calls himself Syaoran Li after his father, is the original, who is initially seen trapped by Fei Wang Reed for the first part of the series, and he sometimes connects with the clone. He is sent to Yuko as a young child by his parents, and he is sent to Clow Country, where he meets Tsubasa, who introduces herself as Sakura. He is told that he will have to make a choice, which ends up being to return to Clow in order to save her life while being unable to return home. Because of a slight hesitation, he failed to grab her hand before Fei Wang Reed placed the black seal of death on her, and then tries to cure her for seven years. Her mother stops time right before her death, and he is granted a wish to turn back time by Yuko, but at the price of losing his freedom to Fei Wang. Watanuki Kimihiro is created to replace Syaoran within his original world,[1] and Fei Wang creates the clone of Tsubasa to use as a pawn, but he manages to place some of his "heart" within one of the clone's eyes, so that Fei Wang cannot control it.

Tsubasa stays trapped by Fei Wang for many years, and he watches the events of the series through the Clone's eye. The seal eventually weakens on the clone, and he manages to awaken in order to attempt to stop it. He fails, and the clone escapes, while Tsubasa continues on with the group. He eventually reveals his past, and the fact that he may have been the one to ruin Kurogane and Fay's lives with his wish, but they tell him not to worry about it. He is skilled in swordmanship, having trained with his father and experienced Kurogane training the clone. He also has the abilities taught to the clone by Seishirō, and he is skilled in magic, knowing elemental magic and being able to summon a sword.

After Fei Wang is defeated, Tsubasa, Syaoran and Watanuki are subjected to his final curse, and all pulled into a void between time and space, and told they must pay the price to leave. He decides the price he would pay is for his journey to continue. Thus, he can never again stay in one place for too long. However, using the power of the memories of his father, his journey will always lead him back to Sakura's side, even if he must leave it again. He is voiced by Miyu Irino.
Tsubasa (ツバサ?), usually called Syaoran (小狼 Shaoran?), who also calls himself Syaoran Li after his father, is the original, who is initially seen trapped by Fei Wang Reed for the first part of the series, and he sometimes connects with the clone. He is sent to Yuko as a young child by his parents, and he is sent to Clow Country, where he meets Tsubasa, who introduces herself as Sakura. He is told that he will have to make a choice, which ends up being to return to Clow in order to save her life while being unable to return home. Because of a slight hesitation, he failed to grab her hand before Fei Wang Reed placed the black seal of death on her, and then tries to cure her for seven years. Her mother stops time right before her death, and he is granted a wish to turn back time by Yuko, but at the price of losing his freedom to Fei Wang. Watanuki Kimihiro is created to replace Syaoran within his original world,[1] and Fei Wang creates the clone of Tsubasa to use as a pawn, but he manages to place some of his "heart" within one of the clone's eyes, so that Fei Wang cannot control it.

Tsubasa stays trapped by Fei Wang for many years, and he watches the events of the series through the Clone's eye. The seal eventually weakens on the clone, and he manages to awaken in order to attempt to stop it. He fails, and the clone escapes, while Tsubasa continues on with the group. He eventually reveals his past, and the fact that he may have been the one to ruin Kurogane and Fay's lives with his wish, but they tell him not to worry about it. He is skilled in swordmanship, having trained with his father and experienced Kurogane training the clone. He also has the abilities taught to the clone by Seishirō, and he is skilled in magic, knowing elemental magic and being able to summon a sword.

After Fei Wang is defeated, Tsubasa, Syaoran and Watanuki are subjected to his final curse, and all pulled into a void between time and space, and told they must pay the price to leave. He decides the price he would pay is for his journey to continue. Thus, he can never again stay in one place for too long. However, using the power of the memories of his father, his journey will always lead him back to Sakura's side, even if he must leave it again. He is voiced by Miyu Irino.



Tsubasa (Sakura)




Tsubasa (ツバサ?), usually called Sakura (サクラ?), is the princess of the Kingdom of Clow, who befriends and falls in love with Tsubasa during her childhood. Her soul was frozen in time just before death due to a wish made by Tsubasa, though her body disappeared after being cloned by Fei Wang Reed. Her soul merges with her clone's body afterward. At the end of the series she finally confesses her love to Tsubasa, and remains in the Kingdom of Clow awaiting Tsubasa's return from his neverending journey.

She is voiced by Yui Makino in the anime adaptation.

Fai D. Fluorite

Fay D. Fluorite (ファイ・D・フローライト Fai D. Furōraito?, also romanized as Fai D. Flowright) is a powerful magician from the country of Celes. He travels to Yūko on his own accord after sealing King Ashura of Celes and having his creation, Chī, act as a barrier to alert Fay if Ashura awakens. He wishes never to return to Celes and have the ability to run away through dimensions if Ashura does awaken, so he gives up a tattoo on his back in order to have use of Mokona. Fay is a very enigmatic person. He appears to be happy-go-lucky and good-natured, and acts very carefree. He often teases Kurogane, calling him ridiculous nicknames such as "Kuro-rin", "Kuro-tan" and, in the English version, "Kirgy". Kurogane questions this nature, sensing that it is just a false persona to hide that he is emotionally distant, and Fay usually gives very dark and enigmatic answers if asked about it. Fay doesn't bother to fight very hard for his life, and will only do so if someone he cares for is in danger, which Kurogane notes to be Syaoran and Sakura, as the group bonds. He is voiced by Daisuke Namikawa in the anime adaptation, and by Vic Mignogna in the English adaptation.

Fay's real name is "Yūi", and he is born with his identical twin brother, Fay, in Valeria Country[2] The birth of twins to the second prince of the country is a bad omen, which leads to the death of their father, the suicide of their mother, and many misfortunes upon the country. Fearing the combined magical power of the twins, the king imprisons them within a tower where sinners are kept, where magic is ineffective and time flows differently. Fay is imprisoned atop the tower, and Yūi is confined at the base of the tower. Bodies eventually begin to fill the base of the tower, and Yūi attempts to climb towards his brother. The King, insane, eventually jumps into the tower, revealing that he has killed everyone in the country, and then kills himself to remind them that they are the cause of everything.

Eventually, Fei Wang Reed appears from another world, and offers to free one of them. Fai chooses to save Yūi, resulting in Fay being thrown from the tower to his death, though Fei Wang tampers with Yūi's memory to make him think that he chose his own life over Fay. Promising to return Fay to life if Fay becomes his pawn, he bestows two curses upon Yūi, one of which is removed from his memory. The curses are to kill whoever is a stronger magician than him, and another curse will use his magic to collapse the world around them. He tells him about the journey he will have with Sakura. He is soon found by Ashura, who takes in Yūi, having adopted the name Fay. Ashura also bestows upon him the surname Fluorite, which is a precious stone found in Celes. Fay is given one of Sakura's feathers to preserve his dead brother's body. Ashura tutors him in magic and comforts him, and Fay discovers another two of Sakura's feathers; one he must give to Sakura when he first meets her, to prevent her death, and the other is used to create Chī, whose appearance he bases on his late mother. He eventually learns that Ashura's purpose is to have him kill anyone who threatens the country, which means to kill Ashura himself, as Ashura kills people in order to make his magic stronger. Instead of fulfilling that role, he seals Ashura with a sleep spell instead.

Fay has natural magic abilities that grow stronger every time he uses them, though he notes that they are only good for destruction. The source of Fay's magical powers is the blue color of his eyes, which also greatly increases his lifespan. His left eye increases his powers on usage while his right eye decreases his powers, as noted by Seishirō and Fūma in Nihon. Since his powers are directly connected to his eyeballs, a loss of vision leads directly to a loss of magic, and a total loss of magic would lead to his death. Ashura, wishing Fay to kill him, when he has become stronger than Fay, places a tattoo on Fai's back to keep him from growing stronger than himself. Once the tattoo is given to Yūko, he refuses to use his magic. His powers are effectively halved when Syaoran consumes his left eye, and they continue to diminish afterward. He is forced by Kurogane to become a vampire to save his life. He gains regeneration and no longer has to rely on his magic to survive, though he has to regularly drink Kurogane's blood. Kurogane sacrifices an arm to save Fay from his last curse. He later gives up the rest of his magic in order to pay a "price" for Yūko (to restore Kurogane's lost arm with a mechanical one), which leaves him with a permanently yellow vampiric eye. Later he recovers his lost left eye, which Syaoran had been using. The magic, which had been increasing every time the clone used it, is strong enough to restore Fai's lost eye. His magic is returned to him and he is able to use it to its full potential.

Kurogane

Kurogane (黒鋼?, lit. "Black Steel") is a rough-mannered ninja from the world of Nihon (ニホン?, lit. Japan), who is sent away from his world by Princess Tomoyo in order to have him discover true strength. He is the most powerful warrior in his world, but he shows no mercy to anyone, even at Tomoyo's request, so she places a "curse" on him that will decrease his strength if he kills anyone. He gives up his sword,"Ginryū" (銀竜; Japanese for Silver Dragon?), as the price to use Mokona to cross dimensions and return to his home world. He quickly bonds with Syaoran, who he trains in swordsmanship and helps overcome his blind right eye. He is constantly teased by Fay, who calls him a variety of nicknames, though he also is able to tell Fay's true nature, and Mokona, whose cute nature Kurogane cannot stand, preferring to refer to Mokona as a "white pork bun." or "white manju bun." Though he initially has no interest in helping restore Sakura's memory, he eventually finds himself risking his life for the group. He is voiced by Tetsu Inada in Japanese, and by Christopher Sabat in English.

Kurogane is the son of the lord of the Suwa Province and the miko who protects the area with a magical barrier. He trains under his father in swordsmanship, wishes to become stronger so he can protect those he loves, and he cares for his mother, who has tuberculosis. Eventually, Fei Wong Reed floods the area with demons, which leads to the death of his father, and Reed personally kills Kurogane's mother through a dimensional portal. Kurogane goes into a rage, killing all of the demons while grasping his mother's body, and he is only calmed by Tomoyo. He eventually becomes a personal retainer for Tomoyo, but his ideals change from protecting those he loves to just gaining strength and finding his mother's killer. He eventually learns that the whole attack is part of Reed's plan to make him a pawn, but interference from Yuko causes Tomoyo to reach him first. His real name in the anime during his childhood was Haganemaru, instead of You-oh but he later changed it to Kurogane after his parents' death. Both he and Fay changed their name before the series; from Yui to Fay and Haganemaru (during the anime series) to Kurogane.

Kurogane is an expert swordsman, who originally used a replica of his father's sword, Ginryū, opting to have the original buried with his mother in place of his father's remains. After giving the sword to Yuko, he obtains Sōhi (蒼氷; Japanese for Blue Ice?), which he initially stores with Mokona, though Fay eventually gives him the ability to summon it from his left hand. After he cuts off his left arm to save Fay, he is granted an artificial arm from Piffle World, though it feels odd to him. In Nihon, Tomoyo gives him the real Ginryū, admitting that she never buried it. He learns that the curse is actually a protective charm, and his only loss of strength was the loss of his arm, which helps him realize that "true strength" is protecting those close to him. He most often uses the technique, Hama Ryū-ō Jin, which is his father's trademark. In the final confrontation with Fei Wang Reed, Kurogane finally gains his revenge by delivering the fatal blow to Fei Wang Reed in chapter 230. It is implied that Kurogane travels with Fay and Syaoran after the series ends.

Mokona Modoki

Mokona Modoki (モコナ=モドキ?) refers to two rabbit-like creatures created by Yūko Ichihara and Clow Reed in preparation for the events in Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle and xxxHolic, as well as to stop Fei Wong Reed's plans and save the "two futures". The white Mokona travels with Syaoran's group, while the black Mokona stays in Yūko's shop. Both are based upon the original Mokona, who Yūko and Clow encountered while Mokona was traveling through different worlds. Mokona provided Yūko and Clow with the knowledge of alternate dimensions.

The white Mokona, whose real name is Soel, is given to Syaoran's group by Yuko in exchange for their most-valued possessions. Although they are genderless, it is suggested in the drama CDs that Soel is female, and the black Mokona, Larg, is male. Mokona has many abilities, including traveling to different worlds, teleporting objects from one world to another, sensing strong auras, and allowing people from other worlds to communicate. She also prides herself on her "108 Secret Skills" that include things like voice imitation. With the help of the black Mokona, the white Mokona is able to stay in contact with Yūko, though she also speaks to the black Mokona during their dreams. The Mokonas are voiced by Mika Kikuchi in the Japanese and Carrie Savage in the English version.

Mokona is responsible for locating Sakura's feathers, and whenever one is around, it goes "mekkyo" for an instant, which alerts the others. Mokona is a very cheerful, optimistic and energetic being, and loves to tease Kurogane, who occasionally uses violence to get back at her. She has a red earring, which is used to enhance magical power. It is used to help Kurogane and Fay escape the closing Selece Country.

*Heheheh... akku posting yg protagonist na dLu^^ yg antagonis ntran ajha yhuaaa... XDDD
smpe ktmu lgie XP* d^^b

Kamis, 14 Januari 2010

Tentang ku dan kamu



~ketika aku menatap langit malam

Yang bertabur kerlap-kerlip bintang

Aku teringat ketika aku bersama mu

Kenangan yang tak mungkin dilupakan

Hatiku menjerit, menjerit tuk melupakanmu

Namun dilubuk hatiku paling dalam

Aku masih mencintai dan menyayangimu…

~namun apa daya yang dapat aku perbuat ?

Jika itu keputusan mu…

Aku trma dengan senyuman.,

Walau dalam hatiku menangis…

~di saat terakhir kta bersama

Bnyak hal yang mengganggu pikaranku

Aku tak tau harus percaya kpda siapa ??

Padanya atau kamu ?

Aku tak sanggup menerima itu smua..

Pikiran dan hatiku sungguh tertekan…

Apakah benar yang ia katakn ?

~mungkin, kau tak tau perasaam ku saat ini…

Banyak kata yang ku uca[kan tuk menjelaskannya…

Namun tak ada artnya sama sekali…

Hanya perih dan rasa sakit yang terukir dalam hati…

~seandainya kau tau

Ku tak ingin kau pergi..

Meninggalkan sejuta kenangan yang tersimpan dihati..

Seandainya kau tau, aku kan slalu cinta

Jangan kau lupakan kenangan kita slama ini..

~air mata yang terjatuh…

Tak dapat ku hentikan lagii

Mungkin sebaiknya ku pendam rasa ini..

Mungkin ini yang terbaik bagi ku dan kamu~

Sabtu, 02 Januari 2010

The Great Queen Of Seon Deok...








This is a drama taking place in Shilla about a twin girl, Deokman(boy name to hide her real identity), who was given away to a palace maid,So Hwa, to run away somewhere safe because of a prophecy. The prophecy said that if twins were born, the sons that were born would be all killed and one of the twins would also have to be killed. As she grows up, Deokman loses her mom,So Hwa, in the middle of desert from a quick sand. She then travels to the palace not knowing her whole life that she was a princess and had a twin sister,Princess Chun Myung. Deokman meets Yushin, a training Hwarang Warrior still at a young age, and becomes a Hwarang Warrior. She starts to live in the palace and meets her twin sister (both do not know yet). As she later grows older, Deokman then finds out the truth including her twin sister (twin knew before Deokman did). Princess Chun Myung makes a meeting for Deokman and her real mother, Lady Ma Ya, to meet each other. As days go by, Princess Chun Myung tries to help Deokman escape through the palace with Yushin and leave Shilla forever. Escaping from danger, Deokman and Yushin meet Bidam who doesn't know about anything. Bidam tries to help them escape with a boat but a tragidy happens. Princess Chun Myung is struck by a poisen arrow. She dies and Deokman decides to stay behind and wants to become the ruler of Shilla and make it a stable kingdom. Deokman has help from friends and followers who make her known as Shilla's princess first. Mi Shil is one of the characters in this story that plays as the enemy of Deokman. She is the high priest but wants to become the emperor of Shilla too. Who will win this fight to become Shilla's new ruler?

TOKOH-TOKOH PENTING DI QUEEN SEON DEOK



Pertama kali menonton, kemungkinan besar Anda akan bingung membedakan wajah, nama, dan karakter yang begitu banyak. Supaya Anda tak bingung, Bintang jelaskan beberapa karakter utama plus gambar skema hubungan tokoh-tokoh penting di QSD.

Deok Man

PUTRI DEOK MAN/RATU SEON DEOK (LEE YO WON)

Deok Man, putri Raja Jinpyeong yang terlahir kembar dengan Putri Chonmeyong, dan diasingkan ke luar istana. Terbiasa hidup di padang pasir dan bertemu orang-orang asing saat masih kecil membuat Deok Man tumbuh menjadi gadis kuat dan tahan dalam segala situasi. Terkadang ia lugu hingga mudah dibohongi, namun sebenarnya kecerdasannya luar biasa. Sejak kecil ia haus akan pengetahuan dan suka menerjemahkan buku-buku yang didapatnya dari orang-orang asing yang mampir ke kedainya di padang pasir. Ketika masuk ke lingkungan istana saat berusia 15 tahun ia perlu belajar banyak tentang cara hidup di kerajaan yang selama ini tak pernah dibayangkannya

Sejarah mencatat, Seon Deok bukan hanya ratu pertama di Korea, juga berhasil meletakkan pondasi bersatunya tiga kerajaan di bawah kekuasan Shilla.

Mi Shil

MI SHIL (GO HYEON JEONG)

Sebelum Ratu Seon Deok berkuasa, Mi Shil satu-satunya perempuan yang berhasil memberi pengaruh kuat pada jalannya pemerintahan. Dia menjadi penasihat Raja dan pasukan elit istana, Hwarang. Menggunakan kecantikan dan kecerdikannya mendekati Raja Jinheung, juga memperdayai Raja Jinpyeong. Mi Shil tak segan menggunakan taktik menjalin hubungan asmara demi melancarkan aksinya merebut kekuasaan. Dia memiliki tiga putra dari tiga pria berbeda, dari Raja Jinji, Seol Won, dan Se Jong. Semua putra dan pasangannya juga berada di bawah pengaruh kekuasaan Mi Shil.

Jenderai Kepercayaan Ratu SeonDeok

KIM YU SHIN (EOM TAE WOONG)

Kim Yu Shin, seorang jenderal dinasti Shilla yang terkenal dengan keberanian dan kemampuannya dalam berperang. Jenderal tampan ini pula yang menjadi pimpinan pasukan elit Hwarang. Pandangannya yang jauh ke depan dalam mempersatukan tiga negara di bawah kekuasaan kerajaan Shilla, membuat Ratu Seon Deok menaruh kepercayaan besar. Kedekatannya dengan Ratu Seon Deok sebenarnya berpotensi melaju ke arah romantisme.

Putri Cheonmyeong

PUTRI CHEONMYEONG (PARK YE JIN)

Sebagai putri kembar Raja Jinpyeong, ia lebih beruntung karena Raja memilihnya untuk diasuh di lingkungan kerajaan. Meski tampak kalem, Cheonmyeong memiliki karisma dan kecerdasan. Namun hasutan Mi Shil yang mengatakan dialah pembawa nasib sial bagi kerajaan membuatnya memilih menjadi biksu agar terlepas dari segala konflik. Mi Shil berhasil membuatnya percaya, dialah sumber pembawa sial yang membuat Raja Jinpyeong terus kehilangan anak lelaki.

Bi Dam

BI DAM (KIM NAM GIL)

Bi Dam, putra hasil hubungan Mi Shil dengan Raja Jinji. Sejak bayi, Mi Shil tak memedulikan Bi Dam karena bayi itu tak mampu membuat Raja Jinji mengangkatnya menjadi ratu. Saat tumbuh dewasa, Bi Dam pun berpihak pada Putri Deok Man. Tapi karena merasa Deok Man lebih memercayai Kim Yu Shin ketimbang dirinya, Bi Dam justru memimpin pemberontakan melawan Kim Yu Shin.

Jumat, 01 Januari 2010

Cintaku....

~apa aku akhiri saja....
tutup smua kenangan tentangnya dan,
membunuh rasa suka,cinta,dan sayang ini untuknya..
inikah jalan yang harus kutempuh sendiri ??
walau air mata telah banyak kutumpahkan...
namun tak akan bisa mengubah takdir yang telah terjadi..
aku ingin lari dari takdir ini,takdir yang terbuat
karena ulahku sendrii...
~walau aku menangis dan berteriak d'bawah rintik hujan...
apakah ia tetap mendengarnya ??
mendengar jeritan hatiku yang sesungguhnya..
hatiku terasa berat saat mengingat kenangan
manis bersamanya...
Mengingat hal yang d'tertawakan, dan hal yang d'tangisi...
~saat mengingat hal itu tanpa sadar,air mataku menetes...
smua rasa yang kupendam,tercurah
bagaikan hujan deras yang turun dari langit...
walau kau berkata tak akan ada yang berubah...
namun hal itu tidak akan sama lagi sperti dlu..
smuanya pasti akn berubah..
~aku pernah meminta pada Tuhan...
agar aku dpat pergi ketempat dimana Ia berada...
agar aku tak akan meraskn hal ini...
Dan aku berharap pda bulan dan bintang..
agar mereka dapat menjaga dia yang kusayangi
untukku selamanya~....

Minggu, 21 Februari 2010

Air mata itu telah ada...

Tuhan...
aku sekarang terjebak diantara orang" yang aku sayangi,,, aku tak ingin melukai mereka..
mereka segalanya untukku...
Tapi bisa kah aku menghadapi itu semua ??
aku bertindak sebagaimana bukan diriku sendiri...
di lain pihak aku merasa tersiksa dan menderita...
akhir" ini aku merasakan sakitnya ketika aku membohongi dan berusaha menghindari mereka...
maafkan lah aku Tuhan...
~
Kanker ??
apakah itu yang menimpa daku ??
kanker jaringan lunak ??
yang ta bisa d'obati dengan cara apapun ??
hanya tanda" dari penyakit tersebut yang aku alami sekarang,,
mata kanan ku merasa sakit...
aku harap itu ta benar" terjadi..
namun jika ia...
aku rela mati kapan saja...
Namun aku harap mereka ta melepas ku dengan air mata namu hanya senyuman...
thanks all~

Senin, 08 Februari 2010

Chara Chibi Shugo Chara~

Nyaaaaaaaaa ♥♥
kali ini maw post editan fto kuh aj dhe... XPPP...
nhie tntg chara" na shugo chara..
lain kali aq detailin dhe..
ehehe~
sabr nggu iioh d^0^b


Ntr mw video na ah~ XDDD
hbz UN ajhaa~~ XD XP
sbr iiah^^

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle


Hey aLl nhie akkuh mw posting lgie.. eheheh XD
alna dah lama nhie blog terbengkalai > <... yup here we go ~♥ its about Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle chara : Tsubasa (Syaoran)

 


Tsubasa (ツバサ?), usually called Syaoran (小狼 Shaoran?), who also calls himself Syaoran Li after his father, is the original, who is initially seen trapped by Fei Wang Reed for the first part of the series, and he sometimes connects with the clone. He is sent to Yuko as a young child by his parents, and he is sent to Clow Country, where he meets Tsubasa, who introduces herself as Sakura. He is told that he will have to make a choice, which ends up being to return to Clow in order to save her life while being unable to return home. Because of a slight hesitation, he failed to grab her hand before Fei Wang Reed placed the black seal of death on her, and then tries to cure her for seven years. Her mother stops time right before her death, and he is granted a wish to turn back time by Yuko, but at the price of losing his freedom to Fei Wang. Watanuki Kimihiro is created to replace Syaoran within his original world,[1] and Fei Wang creates the clone of Tsubasa to use as a pawn, but he manages to place some of his "heart" within one of the clone's eyes, so that Fei Wang cannot control it.

Tsubasa stays trapped by Fei Wang for many years, and he watches the events of the series through the Clone's eye. The seal eventually weakens on the clone, and he manages to awaken in order to attempt to stop it. He fails, and the clone escapes, while Tsubasa continues on with the group. He eventually reveals his past, and the fact that he may have been the one to ruin Kurogane and Fay's lives with his wish, but they tell him not to worry about it. He is skilled in swordmanship, having trained with his father and experienced Kurogane training the clone. He also has the abilities taught to the clone by Seishirō, and he is skilled in magic, knowing elemental magic and being able to summon a sword.

After Fei Wang is defeated, Tsubasa, Syaoran and Watanuki are subjected to his final curse, and all pulled into a void between time and space, and told they must pay the price to leave. He decides the price he would pay is for his journey to continue. Thus, he can never again stay in one place for too long. However, using the power of the memories of his father, his journey will always lead him back to Sakura's side, even if he must leave it again. He is voiced by Miyu Irino.


Tsubasa (ツバサ?), usually called Syaoran (小狼 Shaoran?), who also calls himself Syaoran Li after his father, is the original, who is initially seen trapped by Fei Wang Reed for the first part of the series, and he sometimes connects with the clone. He is sent to Yuko as a young child by his parents, and he is sent to Clow Country, where he meets Tsubasa, who introduces herself as Sakura. He is told that he will have to make a choice, which ends up being to return to Clow in order to save her life while being unable to return home. Because of a slight hesitation, he failed to grab her hand before Fei Wang Reed placed the black seal of death on her, and then tries to cure her for seven years. Her mother stops time right before her death, and he is granted a wish to turn back time by Yuko, but at the price of losing his freedom to Fei Wang. Watanuki Kimihiro is created to replace Syaoran within his original world,[1] and Fei Wang creates the clone of Tsubasa to use as a pawn, but he manages to place some of his "heart" within one of the clone's eyes, so that Fei Wang cannot control it.

Tsubasa stays trapped by Fei Wang for many years, and he watches the events of the series through the Clone's eye. The seal eventually weakens on the clone, and he manages to awaken in order to attempt to stop it. He fails, and the clone escapes, while Tsubasa continues on with the group. He eventually reveals his past, and the fact that he may have been the one to ruin Kurogane and Fay's lives with his wish, but they tell him not to worry about it. He is skilled in swordmanship, having trained with his father and experienced Kurogane training the clone. He also has the abilities taught to the clone by Seishirō, and he is skilled in magic, knowing elemental magic and being able to summon a sword.

After Fei Wang is defeated, Tsubasa, Syaoran and Watanuki are subjected to his final curse, and all pulled into a void between time and space, and told they must pay the price to leave. He decides the price he would pay is for his journey to continue. Thus, he can never again stay in one place for too long. However, using the power of the memories of his father, his journey will always lead him back to Sakura's side, even if he must leave it again. He is voiced by Miyu Irino.
Tsubasa (ツバサ?), usually called Syaoran (小狼 Shaoran?), who also calls himself Syaoran Li after his father, is the original, who is initially seen trapped by Fei Wang Reed for the first part of the series, and he sometimes connects with the clone. He is sent to Yuko as a young child by his parents, and he is sent to Clow Country, where he meets Tsubasa, who introduces herself as Sakura. He is told that he will have to make a choice, which ends up being to return to Clow in order to save her life while being unable to return home. Because of a slight hesitation, he failed to grab her hand before Fei Wang Reed placed the black seal of death on her, and then tries to cure her for seven years. Her mother stops time right before her death, and he is granted a wish to turn back time by Yuko, but at the price of losing his freedom to Fei Wang. Watanuki Kimihiro is created to replace Syaoran within his original world,[1] and Fei Wang creates the clone of Tsubasa to use as a pawn, but he manages to place some of his "heart" within one of the clone's eyes, so that Fei Wang cannot control it.

Tsubasa stays trapped by Fei Wang for many years, and he watches the events of the series through the Clone's eye. The seal eventually weakens on the clone, and he manages to awaken in order to attempt to stop it. He fails, and the clone escapes, while Tsubasa continues on with the group. He eventually reveals his past, and the fact that he may have been the one to ruin Kurogane and Fay's lives with his wish, but they tell him not to worry about it. He is skilled in swordmanship, having trained with his father and experienced Kurogane training the clone. He also has the abilities taught to the clone by Seishirō, and he is skilled in magic, knowing elemental magic and being able to summon a sword.

After Fei Wang is defeated, Tsubasa, Syaoran and Watanuki are subjected to his final curse, and all pulled into a void between time and space, and told they must pay the price to leave. He decides the price he would pay is for his journey to continue. Thus, he can never again stay in one place for too long. However, using the power of the memories of his father, his journey will always lead him back to Sakura's side, even if he must leave it again. He is voiced by Miyu Irino.



Tsubasa (Sakura)




Tsubasa (ツバサ?), usually called Sakura (サクラ?), is the princess of the Kingdom of Clow, who befriends and falls in love with Tsubasa during her childhood. Her soul was frozen in time just before death due to a wish made by Tsubasa, though her body disappeared after being cloned by Fei Wang Reed. Her soul merges with her clone's body afterward. At the end of the series she finally confesses her love to Tsubasa, and remains in the Kingdom of Clow awaiting Tsubasa's return from his neverending journey.

She is voiced by Yui Makino in the anime adaptation.

Fai D. Fluorite

Fay D. Fluorite (ファイ・D・フローライト Fai D. Furōraito?, also romanized as Fai D. Flowright) is a powerful magician from the country of Celes. He travels to Yūko on his own accord after sealing King Ashura of Celes and having his creation, Chī, act as a barrier to alert Fay if Ashura awakens. He wishes never to return to Celes and have the ability to run away through dimensions if Ashura does awaken, so he gives up a tattoo on his back in order to have use of Mokona. Fay is a very enigmatic person. He appears to be happy-go-lucky and good-natured, and acts very carefree. He often teases Kurogane, calling him ridiculous nicknames such as "Kuro-rin", "Kuro-tan" and, in the English version, "Kirgy". Kurogane questions this nature, sensing that it is just a false persona to hide that he is emotionally distant, and Fay usually gives very dark and enigmatic answers if asked about it. Fay doesn't bother to fight very hard for his life, and will only do so if someone he cares for is in danger, which Kurogane notes to be Syaoran and Sakura, as the group bonds. He is voiced by Daisuke Namikawa in the anime adaptation, and by Vic Mignogna in the English adaptation.

Fay's real name is "Yūi", and he is born with his identical twin brother, Fay, in Valeria Country[2] The birth of twins to the second prince of the country is a bad omen, which leads to the death of their father, the suicide of their mother, and many misfortunes upon the country. Fearing the combined magical power of the twins, the king imprisons them within a tower where sinners are kept, where magic is ineffective and time flows differently. Fay is imprisoned atop the tower, and Yūi is confined at the base of the tower. Bodies eventually begin to fill the base of the tower, and Yūi attempts to climb towards his brother. The King, insane, eventually jumps into the tower, revealing that he has killed everyone in the country, and then kills himself to remind them that they are the cause of everything.

Eventually, Fei Wang Reed appears from another world, and offers to free one of them. Fai chooses to save Yūi, resulting in Fay being thrown from the tower to his death, though Fei Wang tampers with Yūi's memory to make him think that he chose his own life over Fay. Promising to return Fay to life if Fay becomes his pawn, he bestows two curses upon Yūi, one of which is removed from his memory. The curses are to kill whoever is a stronger magician than him, and another curse will use his magic to collapse the world around them. He tells him about the journey he will have with Sakura. He is soon found by Ashura, who takes in Yūi, having adopted the name Fay. Ashura also bestows upon him the surname Fluorite, which is a precious stone found in Celes. Fay is given one of Sakura's feathers to preserve his dead brother's body. Ashura tutors him in magic and comforts him, and Fay discovers another two of Sakura's feathers; one he must give to Sakura when he first meets her, to prevent her death, and the other is used to create Chī, whose appearance he bases on his late mother. He eventually learns that Ashura's purpose is to have him kill anyone who threatens the country, which means to kill Ashura himself, as Ashura kills people in order to make his magic stronger. Instead of fulfilling that role, he seals Ashura with a sleep spell instead.

Fay has natural magic abilities that grow stronger every time he uses them, though he notes that they are only good for destruction. The source of Fay's magical powers is the blue color of his eyes, which also greatly increases his lifespan. His left eye increases his powers on usage while his right eye decreases his powers, as noted by Seishirō and Fūma in Nihon. Since his powers are directly connected to his eyeballs, a loss of vision leads directly to a loss of magic, and a total loss of magic would lead to his death. Ashura, wishing Fay to kill him, when he has become stronger than Fay, places a tattoo on Fai's back to keep him from growing stronger than himself. Once the tattoo is given to Yūko, he refuses to use his magic. His powers are effectively halved when Syaoran consumes his left eye, and they continue to diminish afterward. He is forced by Kurogane to become a vampire to save his life. He gains regeneration and no longer has to rely on his magic to survive, though he has to regularly drink Kurogane's blood. Kurogane sacrifices an arm to save Fay from his last curse. He later gives up the rest of his magic in order to pay a "price" for Yūko (to restore Kurogane's lost arm with a mechanical one), which leaves him with a permanently yellow vampiric eye. Later he recovers his lost left eye, which Syaoran had been using. The magic, which had been increasing every time the clone used it, is strong enough to restore Fai's lost eye. His magic is returned to him and he is able to use it to its full potential.

Kurogane

Kurogane (黒鋼?, lit. "Black Steel") is a rough-mannered ninja from the world of Nihon (ニホン?, lit. Japan), who is sent away from his world by Princess Tomoyo in order to have him discover true strength. He is the most powerful warrior in his world, but he shows no mercy to anyone, even at Tomoyo's request, so she places a "curse" on him that will decrease his strength if he kills anyone. He gives up his sword,"Ginryū" (銀竜; Japanese for Silver Dragon?), as the price to use Mokona to cross dimensions and return to his home world. He quickly bonds with Syaoran, who he trains in swordsmanship and helps overcome his blind right eye. He is constantly teased by Fay, who calls him a variety of nicknames, though he also is able to tell Fay's true nature, and Mokona, whose cute nature Kurogane cannot stand, preferring to refer to Mokona as a "white pork bun." or "white manju bun." Though he initially has no interest in helping restore Sakura's memory, he eventually finds himself risking his life for the group. He is voiced by Tetsu Inada in Japanese, and by Christopher Sabat in English.

Kurogane is the son of the lord of the Suwa Province and the miko who protects the area with a magical barrier. He trains under his father in swordsmanship, wishes to become stronger so he can protect those he loves, and he cares for his mother, who has tuberculosis. Eventually, Fei Wong Reed floods the area with demons, which leads to the death of his father, and Reed personally kills Kurogane's mother through a dimensional portal. Kurogane goes into a rage, killing all of the demons while grasping his mother's body, and he is only calmed by Tomoyo. He eventually becomes a personal retainer for Tomoyo, but his ideals change from protecting those he loves to just gaining strength and finding his mother's killer. He eventually learns that the whole attack is part of Reed's plan to make him a pawn, but interference from Yuko causes Tomoyo to reach him first. His real name in the anime during his childhood was Haganemaru, instead of You-oh but he later changed it to Kurogane after his parents' death. Both he and Fay changed their name before the series; from Yui to Fay and Haganemaru (during the anime series) to Kurogane.

Kurogane is an expert swordsman, who originally used a replica of his father's sword, Ginryū, opting to have the original buried with his mother in place of his father's remains. After giving the sword to Yuko, he obtains Sōhi (蒼氷; Japanese for Blue Ice?), which he initially stores with Mokona, though Fay eventually gives him the ability to summon it from his left hand. After he cuts off his left arm to save Fay, he is granted an artificial arm from Piffle World, though it feels odd to him. In Nihon, Tomoyo gives him the real Ginryū, admitting that she never buried it. He learns that the curse is actually a protective charm, and his only loss of strength was the loss of his arm, which helps him realize that "true strength" is protecting those close to him. He most often uses the technique, Hama Ryū-ō Jin, which is his father's trademark. In the final confrontation with Fei Wang Reed, Kurogane finally gains his revenge by delivering the fatal blow to Fei Wang Reed in chapter 230. It is implied that Kurogane travels with Fay and Syaoran after the series ends.

Mokona Modoki

Mokona Modoki (モコナ=モドキ?) refers to two rabbit-like creatures created by Yūko Ichihara and Clow Reed in preparation for the events in Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle and xxxHolic, as well as to stop Fei Wong Reed's plans and save the "two futures". The white Mokona travels with Syaoran's group, while the black Mokona stays in Yūko's shop. Both are based upon the original Mokona, who Yūko and Clow encountered while Mokona was traveling through different worlds. Mokona provided Yūko and Clow with the knowledge of alternate dimensions.

The white Mokona, whose real name is Soel, is given to Syaoran's group by Yuko in exchange for their most-valued possessions. Although they are genderless, it is suggested in the drama CDs that Soel is female, and the black Mokona, Larg, is male. Mokona has many abilities, including traveling to different worlds, teleporting objects from one world to another, sensing strong auras, and allowing people from other worlds to communicate. She also prides herself on her "108 Secret Skills" that include things like voice imitation. With the help of the black Mokona, the white Mokona is able to stay in contact with Yūko, though she also speaks to the black Mokona during their dreams. The Mokonas are voiced by Mika Kikuchi in the Japanese and Carrie Savage in the English version.

Mokona is responsible for locating Sakura's feathers, and whenever one is around, it goes "mekkyo" for an instant, which alerts the others. Mokona is a very cheerful, optimistic and energetic being, and loves to tease Kurogane, who occasionally uses violence to get back at her. She has a red earring, which is used to enhance magical power. It is used to help Kurogane and Fay escape the closing Selece Country.

*Heheheh... akku posting yg protagonist na dLu^^ yg antagonis ntran ajha yhuaaa... XDDD
smpe ktmu lgie XP* d^^b

Kamis, 14 Januari 2010

Tentang ku dan kamu



~ketika aku menatap langit malam

Yang bertabur kerlap-kerlip bintang

Aku teringat ketika aku bersama mu

Kenangan yang tak mungkin dilupakan

Hatiku menjerit, menjerit tuk melupakanmu

Namun dilubuk hatiku paling dalam

Aku masih mencintai dan menyayangimu…

~namun apa daya yang dapat aku perbuat ?

Jika itu keputusan mu…

Aku trma dengan senyuman.,

Walau dalam hatiku menangis…

~di saat terakhir kta bersama

Bnyak hal yang mengganggu pikaranku

Aku tak tau harus percaya kpda siapa ??

Padanya atau kamu ?

Aku tak sanggup menerima itu smua..

Pikiran dan hatiku sungguh tertekan…

Apakah benar yang ia katakn ?

~mungkin, kau tak tau perasaam ku saat ini…

Banyak kata yang ku uca[kan tuk menjelaskannya…

Namun tak ada artnya sama sekali…

Hanya perih dan rasa sakit yang terukir dalam hati…

~seandainya kau tau

Ku tak ingin kau pergi..

Meninggalkan sejuta kenangan yang tersimpan dihati..

Seandainya kau tau, aku kan slalu cinta

Jangan kau lupakan kenangan kita slama ini..

~air mata yang terjatuh…

Tak dapat ku hentikan lagii

Mungkin sebaiknya ku pendam rasa ini..

Mungkin ini yang terbaik bagi ku dan kamu~

Sabtu, 02 Januari 2010

The Great Queen Of Seon Deok...








This is a drama taking place in Shilla about a twin girl, Deokman(boy name to hide her real identity), who was given away to a palace maid,So Hwa, to run away somewhere safe because of a prophecy. The prophecy said that if twins were born, the sons that were born would be all killed and one of the twins would also have to be killed. As she grows up, Deokman loses her mom,So Hwa, in the middle of desert from a quick sand. She then travels to the palace not knowing her whole life that she was a princess and had a twin sister,Princess Chun Myung. Deokman meets Yushin, a training Hwarang Warrior still at a young age, and becomes a Hwarang Warrior. She starts to live in the palace and meets her twin sister (both do not know yet). As she later grows older, Deokman then finds out the truth including her twin sister (twin knew before Deokman did). Princess Chun Myung makes a meeting for Deokman and her real mother, Lady Ma Ya, to meet each other. As days go by, Princess Chun Myung tries to help Deokman escape through the palace with Yushin and leave Shilla forever. Escaping from danger, Deokman and Yushin meet Bidam who doesn't know about anything. Bidam tries to help them escape with a boat but a tragidy happens. Princess Chun Myung is struck by a poisen arrow. She dies and Deokman decides to stay behind and wants to become the ruler of Shilla and make it a stable kingdom. Deokman has help from friends and followers who make her known as Shilla's princess first. Mi Shil is one of the characters in this story that plays as the enemy of Deokman. She is the high priest but wants to become the emperor of Shilla too. Who will win this fight to become Shilla's new ruler?

TOKOH-TOKOH PENTING DI QUEEN SEON DEOK



Pertama kali menonton, kemungkinan besar Anda akan bingung membedakan wajah, nama, dan karakter yang begitu banyak. Supaya Anda tak bingung, Bintang jelaskan beberapa karakter utama plus gambar skema hubungan tokoh-tokoh penting di QSD.

Deok Man

PUTRI DEOK MAN/RATU SEON DEOK (LEE YO WON)

Deok Man, putri Raja Jinpyeong yang terlahir kembar dengan Putri Chonmeyong, dan diasingkan ke luar istana. Terbiasa hidup di padang pasir dan bertemu orang-orang asing saat masih kecil membuat Deok Man tumbuh menjadi gadis kuat dan tahan dalam segala situasi. Terkadang ia lugu hingga mudah dibohongi, namun sebenarnya kecerdasannya luar biasa. Sejak kecil ia haus akan pengetahuan dan suka menerjemahkan buku-buku yang didapatnya dari orang-orang asing yang mampir ke kedainya di padang pasir. Ketika masuk ke lingkungan istana saat berusia 15 tahun ia perlu belajar banyak tentang cara hidup di kerajaan yang selama ini tak pernah dibayangkannya

Sejarah mencatat, Seon Deok bukan hanya ratu pertama di Korea, juga berhasil meletakkan pondasi bersatunya tiga kerajaan di bawah kekuasan Shilla.

Mi Shil

MI SHIL (GO HYEON JEONG)

Sebelum Ratu Seon Deok berkuasa, Mi Shil satu-satunya perempuan yang berhasil memberi pengaruh kuat pada jalannya pemerintahan. Dia menjadi penasihat Raja dan pasukan elit istana, Hwarang. Menggunakan kecantikan dan kecerdikannya mendekati Raja Jinheung, juga memperdayai Raja Jinpyeong. Mi Shil tak segan menggunakan taktik menjalin hubungan asmara demi melancarkan aksinya merebut kekuasaan. Dia memiliki tiga putra dari tiga pria berbeda, dari Raja Jinji, Seol Won, dan Se Jong. Semua putra dan pasangannya juga berada di bawah pengaruh kekuasaan Mi Shil.

Jenderai Kepercayaan Ratu SeonDeok

KIM YU SHIN (EOM TAE WOONG)

Kim Yu Shin, seorang jenderal dinasti Shilla yang terkenal dengan keberanian dan kemampuannya dalam berperang. Jenderal tampan ini pula yang menjadi pimpinan pasukan elit Hwarang. Pandangannya yang jauh ke depan dalam mempersatukan tiga negara di bawah kekuasaan kerajaan Shilla, membuat Ratu Seon Deok menaruh kepercayaan besar. Kedekatannya dengan Ratu Seon Deok sebenarnya berpotensi melaju ke arah romantisme.

Putri Cheonmyeong

PUTRI CHEONMYEONG (PARK YE JIN)

Sebagai putri kembar Raja Jinpyeong, ia lebih beruntung karena Raja memilihnya untuk diasuh di lingkungan kerajaan. Meski tampak kalem, Cheonmyeong memiliki karisma dan kecerdasan. Namun hasutan Mi Shil yang mengatakan dialah pembawa nasib sial bagi kerajaan membuatnya memilih menjadi biksu agar terlepas dari segala konflik. Mi Shil berhasil membuatnya percaya, dialah sumber pembawa sial yang membuat Raja Jinpyeong terus kehilangan anak lelaki.

Bi Dam

BI DAM (KIM NAM GIL)

Bi Dam, putra hasil hubungan Mi Shil dengan Raja Jinji. Sejak bayi, Mi Shil tak memedulikan Bi Dam karena bayi itu tak mampu membuat Raja Jinji mengangkatnya menjadi ratu. Saat tumbuh dewasa, Bi Dam pun berpihak pada Putri Deok Man. Tapi karena merasa Deok Man lebih memercayai Kim Yu Shin ketimbang dirinya, Bi Dam justru memimpin pemberontakan melawan Kim Yu Shin.

Jumat, 01 Januari 2010

Cintaku....

~apa aku akhiri saja....
tutup smua kenangan tentangnya dan,
membunuh rasa suka,cinta,dan sayang ini untuknya..
inikah jalan yang harus kutempuh sendiri ??
walau air mata telah banyak kutumpahkan...
namun tak akan bisa mengubah takdir yang telah terjadi..
aku ingin lari dari takdir ini,takdir yang terbuat
karena ulahku sendrii...
~walau aku menangis dan berteriak d'bawah rintik hujan...
apakah ia tetap mendengarnya ??
mendengar jeritan hatiku yang sesungguhnya..
hatiku terasa berat saat mengingat kenangan
manis bersamanya...
Mengingat hal yang d'tertawakan, dan hal yang d'tangisi...
~saat mengingat hal itu tanpa sadar,air mataku menetes...
smua rasa yang kupendam,tercurah
bagaikan hujan deras yang turun dari langit...
walau kau berkata tak akan ada yang berubah...
namun hal itu tidak akan sama lagi sperti dlu..
smuanya pasti akn berubah..
~aku pernah meminta pada Tuhan...
agar aku dpat pergi ketempat dimana Ia berada...
agar aku tak akan meraskn hal ini...
Dan aku berharap pda bulan dan bintang..
agar mereka dapat menjaga dia yang kusayangi
untukku selamanya~....